导演：陈文浩
编剧：陈文浩
主演：陈文浩
制片人：蒋沂涵
摄影：蒋沂涵
类型：实验短片
时长：2分36秒
完成时间：2021
对白语言：无对白
地区：中国
制片公司：无

Director: Vino Chan
Screenwriter: Vino Chan
Cast: Vino Chan
Producer: Yihan Jiang
Cinematographer: Yihan Jiang
Genre: Experimental short film
Length: 2min36s
Year: 2021
Dialogue: No Dialogue
Region: China
Production Company: —

欲望一定是肮脏的吗？天使存在性别之分吗？代表纯洁的天使一定没有欲望吗？代表男性力量的大卫不可以涂上口红吗？生于人世，一定要与他人无二吗？2000年，台湾初中生叶永志因行为举止“娘娘腔”长期遭受校园霸凌，最终被发现陈尸学校厕所。永志的抽屉里，还放着一张纸条，上面写着：“妈妈，救救我。”你听到天使的呼救了吗？亲爱的「叶永志」们，你们还好吗？

Must desire to be dirty? Do angels have gender differences? Does the angel representing purity have no desire? Can’t David, who represents male power, wear lipstick? Do we have to be the same as others? In 2000, Ye Yongzhi, a junior high school student in Taiwan, suffered from campus bullying for his “sissy” behavior for a long time. His body was finally found in the campus toilet. In Yongzhi’s drawer, there was also a note that read: “Mom, help me.” Do you hear the angel’s cry for help? Dear “Ye Yongzhi”s, how are you now?

陈文浩，一名在校大学生及时尚摄影师，现就读于华南师范大学传播学，作品曾发布于加拿大时尚杂志《Imirage》。

Vino Chan, a college student and fashion photographer, now studies communication at South China Normal University. His work was once published in a Canadian fashion magazine Imirage.

作为LGBT群体的一员，我对性少数群体在社会压力和身份认同方面所经历的挣扎感同身受，决定用自己的视角和风格来呈现一部独特的短片，以传达对于个体差异和自由的思考。

在我的作品中，我想要用实验性的画面来探索社会对于性别和性取向的刻板印象所带来的伤害。我选择以台湾初中生叶永志的真实悲剧为背景，这个故事既具有情感共鸣，也展现了对于自由和个体认同的渴望。叶永志作为一个性别表达非传统的少年，长期遭受校园霸凌，最终以悲剧收场。他的离世引起了社会的关注和思考，呼唤着我们对于性别歧视的深思和行动。

我想在短片中探讨欲望、性别和纯洁的关系。我相信欲望并不一定是肮脏的，天使也并不一定存在性别之分。我们生而为人，每个人都有自己的欲望和渴望，不论性别、性向如何，我们都应该被尊重和接纳。我通过一些引人深思的镜头来探索这一主题，例如将代表男性力量的大卫涂上口红，以挑战传统的性别角色定型。通过这些象征性的表达，我希望传达出人类的多样性和个体自由的重要性。

这部实验性短片的创作灵感源自于蔡依林的歌曲《玫瑰少年》以及影片《请以你的名字呼唤我》，是我对于性别、欲望和个体自由的深思独白。我希望通过这部短片传达出对于LGBT议题的关注和支持，鼓励人们对于多元性别身份的理解和接纳。

As a member of the LGBT community, I empathize with the struggles faced by sexual minority groups in terms of societal pressure and identity acceptance. I have decided to present a unique short film from my own perspective and in my own style to convey thoughts on individual differences and freedom.

In my work, I aim to explore the harm caused by the society’s stereotypes regarding gender and sexual orientation through experimental visuals. I have chosen the tragic real-life story of Ye Yongzhi, a Taiwanese junior high school student, as the backdrop. This story not only resonates emotionally but also portrays the longing for freedom and self-identity. Ye Yongzhi, as a non-conventional gender expression young individual, endured prolonged bullying in school and ultimately ended in tragedy. His death triggered social attention and introspection, calling for profound contemplation and action against gender discrimination.

Through this story, I hope to delve into the relationship among desire, gender, and purity. I firmly believe that desire is not inherently dirty, and angels do not necessarily have a gender. As human beings, we are born with our own desires and longings, regardless of our gender or sexual orientation. We should all be respected and accepted. I employ thought-provoking visuals, such as depicting David, a symbol of male power, wearing lipstick, to challenge traditional gender role stereotypes. Through these symbolic expressions, I aim to convey the importance of human diversity and individual freedom.

This experimental short film draws inspiration from Jolin Tsai’s song “Rose Boy” and the film Call Me by Your Name. It serves as a personal contemplation on gender, desire, and individual freedom. I aspire to convey support and raise awareness for LGBT issues through this film, encouraging people to understand and embrace diverse gender identities.