柜里孩   I’m Here

43mins   2012  纪录片 Documentary

澳门 Macau

导演(Director)：徐欣羡 Choi Ian Sin

制片人(Producer)：黄铠而 Kenji Wong

摄影(Cinematographer)：张倩薇 Simmy Cheong

对白（Dialogue）: 广东话 Cantonese

字幕(Subtitles): 中英CN+EN

制作机构(Production Company)：澳门文化中心 Macau Culture Centre

故事梗概Synopsis：

有些人可能以为出柜是同志最难面对的事，但其实出柜不难，难的是生活中持续要面对各种状况。在小城里成长，缺乏一切有关同志的资讯，总觉得自己是异类，在外面走一趟回来才知道世界这麽大。家人总希望女儿可以开心快乐，不过内心深处还是期盼她能选一条容易走的路。

Some people may think that coming out of the closet is the main obstacle for the homosexuals but the true is there are different circumstances that come up in daily life that bothered the most, especially for those who living in a small town. Due of the lacking of information about the homosexual, they might interpret themselves as heterogeneity and it only made a different after explored to the big big world.

导演简历Bio-filmography of Director：

从小在澳门长大，中学的时候开始接触影像创作后便喜欢上电影。因为一个电影梦，所以大学四年到了台湾谂电影。大学期间，曾尝试在不同岗位工作，如副导和剪接等，所参与之短片亦在台湾入围多个影展。

2010年毕业回澳门后，除了进入电视台工作外，亦在澳门政府机构举办的多个影像创作比实获奖和拿到资助。近日凭纪录片《柜里孩》拿下了“2012澳门国际电影及录像展”的评审大奖，并入围香港“华语纪录片节2012”、台湾“2012南方影展”和东京“亚洲酷儿影展”等。

Growing up in Macau, she fell in love with films since she was young. To chase after her dream, she decided to pursue her studies in Taiwan. The short films she took part in Taiwan, nominated in several Taiwanese festivals.

After she graduated, apart from working in Macao Television, she also won various prizes and awards from participating in competitions in Macao. Now she is studying MFA in The Hong Kong Academy for Performing Arts.

导演阐述Director’s Statement：

同志这个族群在澳门没有人特别站出来反对，但也不会有人刻意提起。真实的生活里总会遇到一些同志，只是当正式要谈论这个话题是时，他/她们却彷彿隐形了。如果在生命里永远要埋藏着一部份，不能把自己所爱的大方跟别人分享，这何尝不是一件不公平的事?

In Macau, there are chances that we might have come across the group of homosexual but we don’t really bring it up or being aggressive upon it. Anyhow, the group themselves might sometime avoided it and chose to be invisible. Is it fair enough for them to hide the other self and keep their love instead of sharing it?