《我是个婊子，我想当小三》
Me, a Bitch and Voluntary “Third”
2014| 6 min | 高垒 Gao Lei
纪录短片 Short Documentary
编剧 Screenwriter
高垒 Lei Gao
主演 Cast
韦婷婷 Waiting, 小铁 Xiaotie, 高垒, Gao Lei
制片人 Producer
韦婷婷 Waiting
摄影 Cinematographer
高垒 Gao Lei
对白语言 Language
中文 Chinese
字幕 Subtitles
中英 Chinese, English
制作机构 Production Group
Beijing Bitches
故事梗概 Synopsis
我是个酷儿,既喜欢穿女装又喜欢练肌肉,从小学时就幻想下辈子变成女人,但我完全不在意这辈子的性别;我基本是多元性别气质的流动式混合体,也是个泛性恋者。我获得性快感的途径,有相当一些,都不同于所谓的主流。我乐于接受自己的这一切。“婊子”是我最喜亲密关系,在我看来,不一定只限于两个人,也可以加入更多的人,一起进行这场游戏。我的性幻想之一,就是渴望成为某对情侣的“小三”。前些天的某次酷儿活动,我看到两个大女孩模拟演示虐恋,这个过程中她俩所表现出的亲密感,令我春心荡漾,并且尝试着“加入”她们的游戏,企图给她俩当小三……这是我的一段。
I’m queer, pansexual, and a mixture of plural genders. I like wearing women’s clothing as well as building my muscles. Since elementary school, I’ve hoped that in my next reincarnation I will be born female. In my current life, however, I don’t care one bit about my so-called sex. Also, some of the ways I attain sexual pleasure are different from other people. Bitch is my best political identity. It’s me, and I’m loving it.
In my view, intimacy is not necessarily a two-person combination, but rather a game in which three or even more persons may participate. I long to be “the third person,” to join in with a couple that I like and make us into a “great trinity.” That is one of my sexual fantasies.
Some time ago at a queer event on the topic of SM, I was enthralled upon seeing two nice girls acting out a BDSM scene with ambiguous intimacy. It was a memorable experience for me: I tried to participate in the twosome, doing SM role-playing together and sharing their lovely feelings.
导演简历 Bio-Filmography of Director
1982年误打误撞获得受精卵学位,第二年6月10日从子宫大学毕业,步入社会。截至目前,我还健在,像立秋的蚂蚱一样活力四射。活着就是要恶心这个父权制世界,这是我的生活方式。本帅哥既是个婊子又是个荡妇,老娘。
In 1982 I received the degree of Zygoteand on June 10th of the following year graduated from Womb University andentered this world. Up until this point I’m still alive, as energetic as a locust in early autumn. In my lifestyle, to live is to disgust the patriarchal world. This hot guy is proud of his choice to be both a bitch and a slut.
导演阐述 Director’s Statement
我觉得我是一只超可爱的宠物美少年,自信比全银河系任何一头老母猪或者老公猪都帅。对此,你怎么看?有谁愿意把我抱回家?
I’m a cute little pet Adonis who’s more handsome than any old sow or boar in the galaxy. How do you like me? Anyone wanna take me home?